Monster - Boondox
Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想
Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在
Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外
Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想
Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在
Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外
Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想
Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在
Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外
I'm not afraid of the dark
夜的黑暗 我并不惧怕
But I'm afraid of my heart
最让我胆怯的 是我自己的内心
And I'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apart
我更忌惮 我的世界将分崩离析
Always afraid that things will never get better
每况愈下
I went from writing down rhymes
我本来只会写歌
To typing suicide letters
如今却开始写我的遗言
Diagnosed with paranoia
医生给我开了药方
You can check my prescription
他说我二竖为虐
I'm a manic depressive
妄想症 躁郁症 心病缠身
One of my many conditions
却只是我愁潘病沈的冰山一角
I'm not a prophet though I say it
我非先知
But I'm seeing a vision
然我却已看清自己的下场
My life it was beyond it
我的人生 毫无疑问
On a one-way collision
只会走向毁灭
If ignorance is bliss
若无知是福
Then I'm devoid of any sorrows
我将高枕无忧
Cause I don't wanna know the outcome
我完全不想知道
Of today or tomorrow
未来我将有何际遇
I just wanna hide inside my own private hell
我只希望把自己 封闭在自己的地狱里
How can I ever get to heaven
如此多天使已陷落
When so many angels fell
我又该如何步入天国
I'm just a human being
我不过是个人
I'm just only being human
不过一介微残之躯
With eternity and judgement
却总有别的存在
From another always looming
赫然耸现于我的世界
It's a wonder that I made it
诡异之声萦绕不去
With these voices in my head
我能活到此刻 已属奇迹
With all these monsters at my window
鬼魅在我窗前若近若现
Staring at me in my bed
在我床前鹰瞵鹗视
Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想
Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在
Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外
Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想
Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在
Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外
Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想
Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在
Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外
If you're a friend to me or kin to me
无论你是朋友 亲人
An enemy or into me
仇家 抑或对我心怀情愫
I'm begging on a bended knee
我会屈膝跪下
Come and put an end to me
乞求你了断我的生命
Put me out my misery
终结我的交臂历指
Permanently no injury
一劳永逸
I'm tired of fighting entities
我是如此厌倦对付心魔
I'm running out of energy
早已力尽筋疲
Feel like a lost boy
如堕烟海
Searching for the answers
寻求了结
Just waitin' on tragedy
悲剧啊 拜托你快快降临
A heart attack or even cancer
我多希望心疾癌症能送我归西
So many monsters hiding
鬼魅无数 匿迹潜形
Waiting round the corner for us
躲藏于黑暗角落
If life is like a song
若人生如曲
I'm at the verse and searching for the chorus
我已谱写好主歌 正为副歌头疼
Maybe I should stop and take a moment
或许我该歇息片刻 思忖半晌
Put it in perspective
认真想想
Maybe I should take a knife
我该拿起匕首
And take a life and get injected
给自己个了结
I just wanna go out
我只想出去逛逛
On my own f**king terms
随心所欲
Knowing it was me that put me
我深知正是始作俑者
In the dirt and with the worms
让自己深陷泥潭 行尸走肉
I think I'll pop another pill
我想我会再嗑点药
Try to heal the I'll
让自己好过点
Wash it down with gasoline
泼上汽油
Light a match and that's for real
点燃火柴 我不是在开玩笑
But I'll just probably go to sleep
我可能会睡会儿觉
And try to clear my head
理清思绪
Hiding from these monsters
避开那些匿藏于
At my window underneath my bed
窗前床头的鬼魅
Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想
Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在
Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外
Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想
Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在
Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外
Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想
Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在
Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外
Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想
Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在
Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外
Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想
Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在
Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外
Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想
Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在
Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外
