So i'm waiting for this test to end
我在等待这件事情的结局
So these lighter days can soon begin
这些虚晃的日子很快可以重新开始
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree
我一个人也许会更加无忧无虑
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
像一个飞舞的风筝一样没有烦恼
I was afraid to be alone
但我还是害怕独自哭泣
Now im scared thats how id like to be
我害怕我哭泣的样子
All these faces none the same
所有的面容都是一个样
How can there be so many personalities
为何世界有这样多的个性存在
So many lifeless empty hands
那么多没人牵的手
So many hearts in great demand
那么多没人填满的心
And now my sorrow seems so far away
我的悲伤似乎远离尘世
Until i'm taken by these bolts of pain
直到我被痛苦包围
But i turn them off and tuck them away
但我关掉了它们 把它们封锁起来
Till these rainy days that make them stay
让它们在阴雨绵绵时留下
And then i'll cry so hard to these sad songs
当我听到悲伤的歌我哭的是多么难过
And the words still ring once here now gone
歌还在唱 人却早已走远
And they echo through my head everyday
我脑中的回音不会停下
And i dont think they'll ever go away
我认为它们不会凭空消逝
Just like thinking of your childhood home
就像想起你童年时的家
But we cant go back we're on our own
但我们回不去了
Oh
But i'm about to give this one more shot
但我可以再给自己一次机会
And find it in myself
去寻找答案
I'll find it in myself
在自己的心中找到答案
So were speeding towards that time of year
沿着时间行进
To the day that marks you're not here
回到你不在的那些时光
And i think i'll want to be alone
我想我还是适合一个人
So please understand that i dont answer the phone
所以请理解我为什么不回复你的来电
I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
我只是坐在家里看着深蓝色的墙壁
Until i can see nothing at all
直到我看不清这个世界
Only particles some fast some slow
只看见过去的片段 时快时慢
All my eyes can see is all i know
我能看见的 是我所爱着的
Ohh
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But i'm about to give this one more shot
但我可以再给自己一次机会
And find it in myself
去寻找答案
I'll find it in myself
在自己的心中找到答案
