Understand - BoyWithUke
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Lyrics by：BoyWithUke
Lyrics by：BoyWithUke
Composed by：BoyWithUke
Composed by：BoyWithUke
Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
女孩我希望你明白我想牵着你的手
But I can't wanted to be your man back then
可我当时不想做你的男人
And you knew I fell for you but you just broke my heart in two
你知道我对你倾心可你让我的心支离破碎
I was sad mad and broken on my bed
我伤心欲绝肝肠寸断
Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
希望我能摆脱脑海里所有的声音
I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
我打开一包未加工的药
When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
当我看到一张处方是用铅做的子弹
And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
当我一小时后醒来浑身大汗
I said "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"
我说我向上帝发誓我再也不会睡觉了
So instead I took my pen and started writing evidence
于是我拿起笔开始写证据
And when I started making sense I found that I had reached the end
当我开始思考时我发现我已经走到了尽头
Oh I'm upset I have no friends you wanna bet you're just pretend
我心烦意乱我没有朋友你想知道你只是装腔作势
You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing you're not ****
你只是一只被禁锢在文字里的宠物你并不是
I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways I swear I did
我以为我不再像疯子一样胡作非为我发誓我做到了
I said I'd talk to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
我说我会和别人谈谈我糟糕的生活
They were my neighbors razor blades
他们是我的邻居
And different flavored pills I hit
我吞下各种口味的药片
Therefore I'm at surely my last straw
因此我肯定是压垮我的最后一根稻草
I'm so gassed stuck in the past I said that
我好兴奋沉浸在过去我说
Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
女孩我希望你明白我想牵着你的手
But I can't wanted to be your man back then
可我当时不想做你的男人
And so far I never held you with my arms
到目前为止我从未用双臂抱过你
So it's hard to be the one you aren't with
所以做一个没有你陪伴的人真的很难
Instead filled with anxiety always was a part of me
反而充满焦虑一直是我的一部分
Guess I'm not cut out to be
看来我不适合
Somebody 'cause it's not me I'm not used to all the talking
因为那个人不是我我还不习惯别人喋喋不休
Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing
是个内向的人把感情变成了文字
Used to cope with all my problems using notes and lots of rhyming
我曾经用笔记和韵律来解决所有问题
Used to hope for better days whenever nights would have me crying
曾经希望明天会更好每当夜晚让我伤心落泪
I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back
当我说我宁愿死也不愿回头时我没有撒谎
To the times I would try and be the guy the people know
我会努力成为人们熟知的那个人
As always fighting with the demons hiding far behind my eyelids
就像往常一样与藏在我眼皮底下的恶魔抗争
On an island full of violence in my head I had two pilots
在一个充满暴力的岛上我有两个飞行员
Oh the sun don't shine and skies turn grey
阳光不再闪耀天空乌云密布
I feel it coursing through my veins
我感觉它在我的血液里流淌
I've said before I'm not okay
我以前说过我不好
But you don't listen anyway
可你就是不听
You know I tried you turned away
你知道我尽力了你却转身离去
You straight-up lied right to my face
你当着我的面撒谎
You ****ed my life ruined my day
你毁了我的人生毁掉了我美好的一天
But you don't know so I'll say
但你不知道所以我会说
Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did
什么都无法填补这份沉默谁都无法像我这样深爱着你
You don't know so I'll say
你不知道所以我会说
Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it
没人在乎你撒谎这不公平你依然否认
So I'll say
所以我会说
Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did
什么都无法填补这份沉默谁都无法像我这样深爱着你
You don't know so I'll say
你不知道所以我会说
Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it
没人在乎你撒谎这不公平你依然否认
So I'll say
所以我会说
Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
女孩我希望你明白我想牵着你的手
But I can't wanted to be your man back then
可我当时不想做你的男人
And too bad I know I can't wake up because I lost my way
糟糕的是我知道我无法醒来因为我迷失了方向
And you don't give a **** about me this could be a dream
你根本不在乎我这可能是一场梦
I can't see the things that you see so please oh
我看不到你眼中所见所以拜托了
Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
女孩我希望你明白我想牵着你的手
But I can't wanted to be your man back then
可我当时不想做你的男人
And you had known and played along
你早就知道了也一直配合着我
You were my home I wrote you songs
你曾是我的港湾我为你写歌
Now you're dead to me effectively
现在你对我来说已经死了
Removed yourself outside my dreams
让自己远离我的梦想