Not Even Ghosts Are This Empty (Explicit) - $UICIDEBOY$
Composed by:Aristos Petrou/Scott Arceneaux Jr.
Produced by:Budd Dwyer
I'll tell you a secret
Something they don't teach you in your temple
The Gods envy us they envy us because we're mortal
Cause any moment might be our last
Everything is more beautiful because we're doomed
You did good $lick
It's a SMASH
Shoot on a trick when I'm thick
Slick ain't got no sorrow *****
Shoot on a trick shoot on a trick
Slick ain't got no sorrow *****
Shoot on a trick when I'm thick
Slick ain't got no sorrow *****
Shoot on a trick shoot on a trick
Slick ain't got no sorrow *****
Can I ever get a moment to myself
Each moment that passes is fleeting
I try and I try to escape my own life
At this point y'all should call me Houdini
Oddy don't
It always ends up with me bleeding
Or so overwhelmed I'm retreating
Back into the hole that I tried to climb out of
It always ends up self defeating
I'm addicted to sex addicted to d**gs
Really whatever will make me feel loved
I don't care what you thinking
Yeah I don't give a ****
I'm still out here shining as bright as the sun
And no matter how hard it gets
No matter how tough
Don't disobey when I say "Gimme the gun"
Gimme the gun
If I don't let my demons out to breathe
I'll end up with some horns or pair of ******* wings
Come and visit me from time to time
From time to time
To all the ******* that I was ever with
Yeah you're still on my mind
Mind-mind
Huh huh ayy
Yeah pushing that coupe in the rain
North
Think I been going insane
Side
Popping and smoking and drinking
North
Is how I been coping and dealing with pain
Side
Snort up a line with my Mom yeah
North
I just be hoping to bond
Side
Another day working and wasting away
North
The exact thing that I wanna buy
Side
That's time
I'm in that Double R
Falling the **** apart
Cooking up my frontal lobe
Play it strong on the phone
But I cry when alone
'Cause my daddy just hit a new low
****
Everyday bad news everyday cash rules
**** what I did
Lets go
It's what have you done lately
**** that poetic ****
Lets go
Got a chrome metal stick up to my brain
Just to know heaven for a bit
Go go go
I just want to run away
Away
But all I ever do is run in place
In place
The tears I cried it could've iced my chain
My chain
And on the best days I can't feel my face
My face
No matter how hard it gets
No matter how tough
My face my face
I can't feel my face
No matter how hard it gets
No matter how tough
My face my face
I can't feel my face
My face my face
I can't feel my face
No matter how hard it gets
No matter how tough
My face my face
I can't feel my face
The worst part about hell is not the flames
It's the hopelessness
And I think that is the part of hell
That a person in depression really tastes
The hopelessness the terrible hopelessness that comes over