Intrusive Thoughts (Explicit) - Natalie Jane
Lyrics by：Natalie Janowski/Amelia Moore/Joe Kirkland/Ross Portaro/Ryan McMahon/Zev Troxler/Jonathan Bach
Composed by：Natalie Janowski/Amelia Moore/Joe Kirkland/Ross Portaro/Ryan McMahon/Zev Troxler/Jonathan Bach
Produced by：Pink Slip
I'm historically heartbroken
以前我伤心不已
Drownin' in my own emotions
沉浸在我自己的情绪里
One minute away from breakin' down down down
离情绪崩溃只差一分钟时间
I'm always leavin' empty-handed
我总是两手空空地离去
No one wants a heart that's damaged
没有人想要一颗早已支离破碎的心
Only know a love that lets me down down down
只知道爱让我失望透顶
Oh starin' contest with the walls
开始与重重高墙抗争
I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts
我向我侵入性的想法妥协让步
What if I never find anybody to love
如果我永远找不到心爱之人会怎么样
Or I finally get the chance and I **** it all up
或者我终于抓住机会 让我亲手毁掉一切
'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave
如果我是第一个离开的人 那我就不会受伤
Woah what if I get to heaven and it's not even real
如果我抵达天堂 而这一切甚至是假象
And I die before tellin' you how I really feel
在我告诉你我的真实感受之前 我会离开人世
'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think
因为这感觉犹如置身地狱 我只是忍不住心想
That maybe love's not for me
也许爱情并不适合我
If you don't look too closely
如果你没有仔细观察
You can't even tell I'm lonely
你甚至不知道我孤单不已
Even though it keeps me up at night night night
尽管这让我辗转反侧 夜不能寐
I try to keep myself distracted
我试图转移自己的注意力
But I got all these awful habits
但这些坏习惯早已根深蒂固
Of listenin' to voices in my mind mind mind
让我聆听回荡在脑海里的声音
Oh starin' contest with the walls
开始与重重高墙抗争
I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts oh
我向我侵入性的想法妥协让步
What if I never find anybody to love
如果我永远找不到心爱之人会怎么样
Or I finally get the chance and I **** it all up
或者我终于抓住机会 让我亲手毁掉一切
'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave
如果我是第一个离开的人 那我就不会受伤
Woah-oh woah-oh oh
What if I get to heaven and it's not even real
如果我抵达天堂 而这一切甚至是假象
And I die before tellin' you how I really feel
在我告诉你我的真实感受之前 我会离开人世
'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think
因为这感觉犹如置身地狱 我只是忍不住心想
Maybe love's not for me oh-oh
也许爱情并不适合我
Maybe love's not for me oh-oh-oh
也许爱情并不适合我
Maybe love's not for me
也许爱情并不适合我
Maybe love's not for me
也许爱情并不适合我
For me for me for me
适合我 适合我
Maybe love's not for me
也许爱情并不适合我
