THANATOS-IF I CAN’T BE YOURS-“Nine Years After Mix” - 高橋洋子 (たかはし ようこ)
Now it's time
I fear to tell I've been holding it back so long
But something strange deep inside of me is happening
I feel unlike I've ever felt
And it's making me scared
That I may not be what I think I am
What of us
What do I say
Are we both from a different world
'Cos every breath that I take
I breathe it for you
I couldn't face my life without you
And I'm so afraid there's nothing to comfort us
What am I if I can't be yours
I don't sleep don't feel a thing
And my senses have all but gone
Can't even cry from the pain can't shed a tear now
I realise we're not the same and it's making me sad
'Cos we can't fulfill our dream in this life
So I must let us break free
I can never be what you need
If there was a way through the hurt then
I would find it I'd take the blows
Yes I would fight it
But this is the one impossible dream to live
What am I if I can't be yours
